There is like a diamond but it’s unvaluable. There is like a sacrifice but it’s little bit harder. There is like a rain in the summer but it usually doesn’t bring happiness. There’s like a love but it more hurts. And there’s just like a word but it’s hard to explain. I called it honesty. Once my father told me that it’s better to cry over the truth than to smile over the lies. But after I knew all the pain that life brings, I think it’s better to smile over the lies. Sometimes the truth will no longer important when it hurts. It always hurts…
Everytime I think of my sickly world, I’m filled with heartache. And the whole world seems like all is dying. Sometimes I would leave it to mourn. Why does it hurt so bad ? why does it makes me sad ? is there anyone who will tell me the reason why ? please, speak to me frankly. I’m fed up with being on a pointless search.
Nobody wants to be like this, being what God wanna me to be. I’ve been suffering for such a long time because of the truth. For several years the lies have been covering me like a blanket in the night. I obviously saw that my life is being covered by a big lie. I knew it but I don’t tell anyone and just keep it under my hat.
When the truth is coming up, there’s a lot of finger pointing in many issues. So far I take everything for granted. But when the innermost feelings have been disclosed to me, I just let it flow because I knew it will never change. No way out, and no excuse to cover them up. I’m happy because I’m alone. No one could lie to me and no one else could mad with me. Sorry, I have been enough. I need such truth like a hole in the head which always makes me feeling so blue. What was the biggie with one more time ??? huh !!!
Life isn’t always wonderul, in a time up and other time down. I will always concider it and I won’t hesitate it…
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